• Please Don’t Hurt Me Any More

    By

    Thomas G Richardson

    Please don’t hurt me any more
    You know I loved you and still do
    A better friend you never had
    So please don’t hurt me any more

    Looking back over the years
    I remember still the time we met
    I couldn’t believe my luck
    That someone like you could love someone like me
    So please don’t hurt me any more

    Remember how I waited for you on our first date
    When you approached me rather late
    My heart skipped a beat
    And a love was born that never ended
    So please don’t hurt me any more

    Time flew by and soon I took the plunge
    I asked you to be mine
    The answer you gave made life seem worth while
    But today you’ve left me for another
    I am crying as I write
    Please don’t hurt me any more

    All those years we spent together
    Mean nothing to you now
    I cannot believe it happened
    It’s worse than death to me
    Life without you seems so bare

    One day I know you will return
    And when you do I’ll still be here
    I’ll open wide my heart all you have to do is call
    So pick up that phone and call me
    And please, oh please don’t hurt me any more

  • Unlock The Door

    By

    Thomas G Richardson

    You have the key to my heart
    Just open up the door
    Hold me close and turn the key
    Please don’t hesitate my love

    Your tender touch
    Is just to much
    So turn the key
    And let my love for you flow out

    When I feel your warm embrace
    And see your lovely face
    My heart opens up
    My defences are down
    I can’t resist so don’t desist

    Overhead the sky is blue
    And my heart is open
    Just for you
    I will hold you and kiss you
    Never let you go

    So now you’ve turn the magic key
    My life is now complete you see
    I need no other in my life
    Please consent to be my wife
    And make my wish come true

  • Legalise Drugs Now

    By

    Thomas G Richardson

    About fifteen or so years ago Judge Pickles a controversial figure wrote an article in the Times. It started along the following lines:

    “It is around 1897 a young man is seated on a chair. He is thin, white and pasty. His hands constantly shake and his eyes dart about. His hair is unkempt and his clothes in dire need of cleaning. This man is an addict. He needs regular fixes of the only drug that can keep him going”.

    So what exactly was this drug? Could it be heroin no it was coffee. People who drank this evil substance quickly became addicts and would no doubt decline in their life style and health. That is what the media of that time was telling people

    There are many fables about drugs and their devastating results on our lives if we consume them. I have done a fair bit of research on this subject and do not want to bore you with the lot. But here are some. The average heroin user can be helped of the drug within 2 or 3 weeks. Heroin addiction is just above that of cigarettes in its potency. The main difference being that cigarettes are legal and heroin isn’t. Cigarettes are quality controlled where as heroin is cut with talcum powder, brick dust and sometime god help us rat poison. Pure heroin administered correctly in sterile conditions although addictive is about as harmful (and some argue less harmful) than cigarettes.

    Many addicts in fact are not addicted to the drug but to the needle and are known as needle freaks. Police did a survey of wraps of heroin in New York and found that the drug was so adulterated that it contained less than 3 per cent of heroin hardly enough to get anyone addicted

    I have helped several drug addicts come of these substances but the hardest thing is keeping them off it. The main reason for this is because many addicts have only other addicts as friends. These friends will be determined to get them back on the needle. With cigarettes if you are giving up people will be helpful and of course no one minds being friends with someone who smokes but how many can say they don’t mind having heroin addicts as their friends.

    Judge Pickles then went on to give a detailed argument why all drugs should be made legal. The main one being that 86.5 per cent of crime is drug related in some way whether it be through corruption of officials, burglary, muggings, or other crimes to feed the habit. Once made legal (after lots of pre education about the dangers etc) most of these crimes would disappear. The addicts would go to their nearest chemist pick up a pack of five or so prepared doses of their drug and discreetly inject themselves. Their life span would probably be that of the cigarette smoker and personally as I hate smelling of other peoples cigarette smoke I would prefer to sit next to the heroin addict.

    Many people have taken these drugs for years with very little bad effects they are the lucky ones who can get the real drug and administer it correctly. I believe a few years ago a high ranking civil servant in the NHS admitted to having taken heroin for over thirty years. Nurses, doctors etc can get access to the drugs but only some use them illegally.

    Once made legal the drugs can hen be taxed like other items and bring in revenue to the government which could be used to help those who wish to give up to do so. There is an area of the brain which controls what we become addicted to and scientists are working on an antidote which will knock out this control centre and then all addicts could be released from their misery if they so wished.

    If they were made legal the horror stories given out by the do gooders about us becoming a nation of drug addicts would I believe not happen. I like many of my friends do not smoke and never will. I would have never taken heroin or any illegal drug. I like a drink say a few pints a week and that is it. The fact is the country is awash with any drug that you want or so we are told. Even in the small village where I live apparently you can get them if you want them. But the price is high so if you get addicted you will have to turn to crime to support your habit.

    The illegal drugs business is at the last count has a 380 billion pounds annual turnover which makes Walmart and Bill Gates look like paupers. How can any government fight that sort of money and organisation. Anyone with half a brain knows the drug war was lost years ago. Make them legal and we can all benefit. No doubt the criminals will find other sources of income but they will lose that large amount of money which they use to bribe officials to turn a blind eye. Personally I believe we all have a price. Just go high enough and most of us will give in. And I know full well dear reader that you wouldn’t so don’t write to me to tell me this. In the 1920s Al Capone was discussing this point of price with his hoodlums. He pointed to a middle aged cleaner and said “I bet I can get that old bag to do a strip tease for us” One fool bet against him. He asked the lady to step into one of the hotel rooms and asked her to take her clothes off for their entertainment. In disgust she refused. He pulled a huge bundle of notes out of his pocket and started throwing them down in front of her when he reached 600 dollars off came her clothes that amount was probably 2 or 3 years of hard work as a cleaner. She earned it in five minutes! Now imagine what you could do with 380 billion. You could buy countries, politicians, officials all who have influence.

    Most of the illegal drugs are grown in poor countries and these countries would probably benefit if the drugs were legal and there are probably many other spin offs.

    I have written this article in the hope of getting a debate going don’t write to me write to the journal the editor will only too pleased to put your comments forward but please think about what you write and be constructive.

  • LOOKING FOR THE OBVIOUS

    BY

    Thomas Richardson

    Sometimes it is to easy to miss the obvious when seeing a patient for the first time. About 10 years ago I had a young boy come to see me with his mother. His problem was bed wetting.

    His mother said he had been wetting the bed regularly since the age of five. I took an extensive history from her with the intention of then asking the child about the problem. He had jumped through the usual hoops of seeing the family GP, trying herbal remedies etc but nothing seemed to work for him.

    In the history the mother said they lived in a large old house. The toilet was situated at the end of a long corridor. When I heard this I asked what to me was the obvious question i.e. was the child frightened of the dark because if he was the answer could simply mean leaving a light on along the corridor or a chamber pot in the bedroom. She did not think he was frightened of the dark but admitted she had never asked him. Under hypnosis(while the mother was present) it came out that he was frightened of the dark and I told him that from now on his mother would leave a night light for him and a light in the corridor.

    I used several other techniques suggesting that he would not wet the bed in future and after a week he came back and the mother was over the moon that he had not wet the bed for a week. A couple of months later she rang to say he was completely cured. I believe the light in the corridor was the main thing that helped in the cure and not necessarily the hypnosis. Using the obvious in this case worked wonders.

    Another obvious case was that of a 20 per day smoker only I did not work this one out for weeks. Of all the patients we see on a regular basis the smoker can be the one that gives the most problems some stop instantly others take longer and there are quite a few who never stop.

    I went through several routines over a four week period but he never budged from his 20 per day which I found unusual. On the fourth week I was ready to admit defeat and told him I could not think of any reason why he had not stopped. Then he told me he knew the reason it was because he did not want to stop.

    His wife wanted him to stop and at her insistence he had tried chewing gum, patches etc to no avail. She then said “Right go to see this chap he stopped my friend and her husband from smoking so he will stop you” He said “Ok but if I go and fail that is the end of it. I want to hear no more about it” His wife was convinced that I was invincible and she would win.

    Her husband told me “I do not want to stop. I am happy smoking and I only came to see you to get her off my back. All the time you were giving me suggestions to stop smoking in my head I was saying “I will not stop. I will not stop.” And of course his own suggestions were stronger than any I could put into his mind and so naturally he did not stop smoking. I offered to refund him the cash he had paid but he said he was just pleased that his wife would now stop nagging him about stopping smoking and he was quite happy to pay the price because he felt it was not my fault he had not stopped but his own. From then on besides asking why they wished to stop I also started asking if it was them or their partner who wanted them to stop!

  • DARK

    by

    THOMAS G RICHARDSON

    You lie in bed at night
    Surrounded by a deep blackness
    Unbroken by light from bulb or moon
    Monsters may lurk within your touch
    They wait keeping you from dreams

    You fall asleep but wake
    A noise, a movement, perhaps a sigh
    Is someone else breathing close by
    You hold your breath, your heart beats faster
    No sound breaks the dark you breath again

    Cold air touches your cheek
    From an open window
    You're all alone no one to help
    You pull the covers ever closer
    Eyes widening to pierce the night

    You know there's nothing there
    Just pictures from your mind
    Nothing to fear, nothing to harm you
    But is there?
    Can you be sure?
    What if:

    While lying in the dark
    you stretch out
    To feel if anything is there
    What shock, surprise or horror
    If something takes your hand!

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